DRU SAYS WHAT KiCKS ASS (:

dru_says_what @ 2005-03-29T18:01:00

2005-03-29T23:04:59Z

too bad spring break isnt all its cracked up to be.

: note to all spring breakers NOT from the city of Ft.Myers FLA, i fucking hate you. go back to your hometown and stay there, all your are is a waste of time in my day to relax and not have to worry about leaving a extra hour so that i dont tailgate your damn ass on san carlos blvd.

spring break, its all for shits and giggles. cyah.

walk out, thats all you have to do..

2005-03-24T00:20:21Z

today was okay. im over school, im so lazy i feel like i sprint to my classes just so i can sit my sorry ass down.

girls night better be the total shit. my girls ( jere caitlin emma ) plus a new on trisha? she seems like i a cute girl. the night is full of *chicken ( hah emma ) sign steeling, girl talk, food, mud wrestling, morning beach cruses and so much more. not to mention a fun fill ft.myers vs. cypress lake baseball game? who knows. it bes be fun.

friday night will continue at my home. where i will wish and hope that everything goes good. psh, what am i thinking. the whole spring break thing jus makes me feel all gross inside, due to past experiences. but hey, it will be cut short due to the fact report cards will be issued the 29th!. shit

went to the mall with amanda allie james and josh today after school. interesting.

COMO ESTA BECHES. i freaking love ben harper, thank you cazzie upton.

i wish you would fucking go away.

2005-03-21T20:58:33Z

today was, fun? i wana go to ft.myers. rumor around school is me and jere are leaving to go there, but they are false.. they are only wishes by the one and only dru janssen.

me caitlin emma and jere made our pact today, it better follow through.

and even though i didnt get to sleep untill late last night i felt well rested for the hard day that was ahead of me. latley i just lay in bed untill midnight or so thinking about everything, and it kinda sucks in a weird sorta way. alot of things people do are so unbelievably weird, and at the same time you just want to run up to them and slap them in the face for doing it or even becoming some what involved in your life. and if you ever thought of getting a second chance in something, i have somthing im common with you. to rewind the things that already have happend, and be able to look back and see what you would of done if you met the person, or see how you would react or even not react when you first meet them? it would change the way things are forever, but in reality, we pay the consiquences for the people we put ourselves in realtionships with.

and here comes the break of all breaks. where truely im not looking forward too, for all the wrong reasons. i failed spanish. im screwed. hopfully i will get to a couple days of days with the coolest beach girls of all time (em and caitlin ) as well as jerber. and my fabulous fmh ladies :]

so to put it all out on the line, regrets are overated. you make the mistake now, your guna pay for it later x3dej

dru_says_what @ 2005-03-19T17:51:00

2005-03-19T22:52:44Z

so my mom walks into the room today, the first time i had seen her all day? and what do i get?..

" Dru, what have you been eating! " .. WELL im a mother fucking fat ass mom, thats what i am.

tonight better be fun, or else.

so broken up inside.

2005-03-16T23:32:55Z

hello. today was okay, better than other days for some obvious reasons. anna picked me up from school and we headed over to ecs to visit some old friends. i miss it there like crazy, plus did i mention half of the freaking school has grown up to be actually good looking, better than anyone else a cypress lake may i add.

i got asked to prom by tyler, im not sure if im going to go yet im still skeptical but whatever, this years been short of a bummer so maybe its time for a change?

this weekend better be nothing BUT fun. spending it with my fort myers girls and hopefully emma and jere some part of the time, everyones goin out of town this weekend or working. not to mention girls night at caseys friday? whaaaat!, ugghh yes.

mr may is fine. i love him. now and forever<3 what would i of done without my private school education? , beyond me ill tell you that.

have a wonderus weekend. ' safe and drug free, is that way to be ' x3dej.

dru_says_what @ 2005-03-14T17:00:00

2005-03-14T22:05:52Z

and so it goes yet another day at cypress lake high school.

fcat was today. pretty fun. me chris and alex screwed around the whole time and i finished and failed the test in a total of 34 minutes. i ate 2 teddy gram packets 2 packs of pretzels sour patch kids and a water before 11:00. after school i went to go take my bio exam where he told me to come back tomorrow?, whatever. i also have a spanish test wends, where i will continue to rag on casey for not helping me because she is always with cbuc, greeatt.

hopefully this weekend will be some what enjoyable, thursday me caitlin emma and jere are guna go see a movie and have a girls night, and then in the morning its off to miss lindsays birthday breakfast at perkins. ahhh

spring break will come soon enough, hopfully i can pass off a d in spanish :x

ive decided i want to be a pro bowler? my new fetish is 'midnight bowling' at the beach bowl? pretty damn fun.

have a wonderus week :] i know i will. bye x3

dru_says_what @ 2005-03-12T09:53:00

2005-03-12T14:57:12Z

hey. schools sucks. as does mr.evans. trys to get me in trubble for supposidly skipping his class 8 times and being tardy a total of 13 time?, bull crap.

im lonley. last night amanda anna allie and casey came over, made macaroni and cheese at 12 a night and it made me relize and miss alot of things that ive had, dont we all wish we could change things.

i wish people would grow up. handle a situation like it should be handled. dont go to the extent to assume stuff.

caitlins out of town, jeres with josh all a weekend, and i havent talked to emma, hm, tonights taco night.. old memories<3

cyah.. x3 dru

dru_says_what @ 2005-02-25T15:06:00

2005-02-25T20:09:39Z

hello! this week was good i guess...

the whole week consisted of miss allisons birthday. dinners and after school picks ups where quite the highlight of my week, no school soccer is boring.. but strikers is back and we have robert for our trainer, i love him.

this weekend shall be fun :] tonight im goin to come party, and tomorrow im off with jere for a girls night out.

ive decided im going to cut and color my hair, its time for a change :]..

short entryx33 dru

dru_says_what @ 2005-02-19T14:04:00

2005-02-19T19:15:52Z

i feel like a follower to post an entry like this, but i needs to be said.

the thing of it is, yes i am caseys best friend, and no i dont agree with some of her actions .. but this is no ones business but theirs. for everyone to get into it, and make it such a big deal within themselves is totally uncalled for. get over it, it didnt happen to you so why the hell involve yourself in something that is just making you look like you have nothing better else to do in your day than talk about it.

im not taking sides, but when it comes to it.. ovbiously someones trying to get into someone elses drama. this shit is their business.. casey and katie arent going to fight, give me and break. and for whether or not someones threating who? who gives a flying fuck. the whole he said she said thing is out the door and the situation has been brought out to the extent to where it makes me want to laugh for the people who have nothing better else in their lives than to talk about what happend between the two of them.

you cant truely expect me to not stick up for casey, but in this situation im friends with the both of them.. and they can solve their own fits. no, she shouldnt of done what she did, but she knows she made a mistake, and believe it or not? she really doesnt care about " everyone, or all those people " who are mad at her. cause this is petty highschool bull shit , it will blow over, as will this journal entry will to some people.

find something else to fill you day with. the whole case has been solved, and anyone who draws it out more is truely letting this revolve around there day a little too much.

<3 too casey and katie. hope this lame shit can be put behind you two.

dru_says_what @ 2005-02-19T00:13:00

2005-02-19T05:16:56Z

tonight was unbelievably kick ass. kelsey and hayley are so fucking awesome. 4 day weekends rock, life rocks.

tomorrow night party at justins. should be fun? hm. i talked to KATHRINE tonight, lmao.. goodtime. and a good FUCK YOU to to allie babes, she got a jeep for her 16th birthday. i love you babyy :]

me and amandas dads leave for hondorus tomorrow. crazy shit but should be a good 10 days.

talked to caitlin today, shes in nc. jeres a bum. hopefully i will meet up with her later this weekend.

<3 dru

dru_says_what @ 2005-01-28T17:01:00

2005-01-28T22:02:21Z

HELLO HELLO! WE LOST DISTRICTS DAMNIT FUCK CUNT SHIT. good luck fm..

ughhhhhhhhhhhhh<3 good bye.

psh

2005-01-23T04:51:03Z

went out for my birthday, good laughs. even tho my birthday is on tues im glad i got to be with my friends.

stuffs weird. i duno, should be happy, and i am.. jus really sick of my happy face adittude.

but soccers good. im in good condition and happily unhurt. lol<33 i saw brittney tonight at bell tower, shes as georgous as everrr, and damnit i have to give miss.burnside a call.. i miss her as well.

so have a wonderus week everyone, im sure mine will be to die for.

dru_says_what @ 2005-01-13T18:42:00

2005-01-13T23:48:11Z

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 12 DAYS! january 25 bitch, i will be the sweet 16, gotta love it ?

can i mention how freaking awesome this week has become. yet tomorrow we play mariner, and we will kick their ass, JUST AT FORT MYERS DID :] , good job ladies may i add.

i love justin, alot<3

and so it goes, YET another 3 day weekend, and how good can it get. miss carli has a birthday, i will be celebrating with her, and everyone else in fm. exams suck. i havent taken my yrbook, drivers ed, or my english yet, opps..

i love my friends, and thats it.

feels wonderful

2005-01-11T01:15:03Z

HELLO!. im back, i havent updated cause i've been busy. we went to the tornement! sucked ass but had too much fun. i roomed with the best girls ever and figured out alot of things while i was up there. it was perfect though because every one of our games was at 7:00 pm. which ment we could do whatever we wanted whenever we wanted throughout the day, including sleeping in on the days that where ment to be for school :]

im offically with justin now. im happy, but sceptical at the same time. i love the kid and i laugh my ass off while im with him so what more could i ask for. hes the best any girl could ask for, and i got em bitch! :p .

yesterday was a beach day. went with caitlin liz and casey to layout and decided to go to the the brick house to go watch the football game. later on that night went to osaka for dinner which was wonderus :] and headed back to caseys where i became a popstar's dancer? carli tought me and casey the dances and may i add that i AM the best poper EVER in the history of dancers, carli know's it shes jus too damn afriad to admitt (:

woke up, headed to soccer. after justin picked me up and we went out to lunch where people proceeded to aproach us and make sweet comments, for example one was that we where getting married.. still confused on that one. then headed to the gym where i got in my vigorus work out, and to the feilds to kick around. life iss goood, untill report cards come out :x (i have yet to take all my exams)

have a good week, soccer will rule the most part of my week.. but what can yah say<3 cyah and leave me a comment (: -:` druski ,<3

dru_says_what @ 2005-01-05T06:16:00

2005-01-05T11:17:40Z

leave for soccer today till saturday night, should be fun. dont exactly wana leave but im not sure if i wana be here in the first place.

leave me somthing to come back too <33

happy new year :]

2005-01-02T23:18:38Z

new years was pretty fun. spent it with the best girls in the sophmore class :], im glad a new year has started. time to move on with things and start over.

exams, all this week. brake is offically over :[ i leave weds. for our soccer tornement which should be fun, but i will end up making up all those damn exams the week after, im screwed. but i'll work through it.

last night was funny as hell. casey carli steven christian josh dean and justin came over. we where all playing ring of fire when my mom walks in. i almost shit my pants but i came to relize that she had no idea that there was beer right infront of her face.. but me carli and casey didnt hesitate to dress up when my dad and her left for the night :] hahhh.

so have a good week. should be a pretty interesting yet annoying one for me. home all your new years went wonderfully, and il update soon, comment please? <3 dru

ps. me casey jere and caitlin believe we have a physco on our hands :] haaaa bitchhh.

took from emily.. read tho its funn :]

2004-12-28T21:09:45Z

My Father thinks I am: spoiled brat who loves soccer?
My Mother thinks I am: drunkin teenager who puts her friends before her family
My great-grandma thinks I am: 3 yrs old
My boyfriend thinks I am: the best thing in the world, saying that i have one.
My best friend thinks I am: crazy, outgoing corny joke kinda girl

Your three best qualities: layed back, easy goin, fun to hang around
Your three worst qualities: jealous, dwell on things, keep grudges
[only with certain things]
Three things you are often complimented for: clothes, hair, ..
A compliment you got that made you blush: hah cant say
What upsets you the most is: when someone lets me down

Do you keep a diary? the closet thing to a diary i have is livejournal
Do you like to cook?: you bet.
Do you have a secret you have not shared with anybody?: yah
Do you fold your underwear?: hah no
Do you talk in your sleep?: i dont think so
Do you bite your fingernails?: nope
Do you believe in love?: yes

Last song you listened to: only you, ashanti
Last song that was stuck in your head: buffalo soldier- bob marley
Last movie you downloaded: i dont think ive ever downloaded a movie
Last DVD you bought: mean girls
Last CD you listened to: taking back sunday
Last person that called you: justin
Last TV show you watched: OC.
Last person you were thinking of: uh.

Do you wish you could live somewhere else?: uhm.. sure
Do you think about suicide?: noo
Do others find you attractive?: sure
Do you want more piercings: maybe one?
Do you drink?: yea
Do you do drugs?: not really
Do you smoke?: sometimes
Do you like cleaning?: i hate cleaning, but i love organizing
Do you carry a donor card?: what?

Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?: yes
Have you ever ever lied to someone?: yeah
Have you ever been in a fist fight?: no
Have you ever been arrested?: no

What shampoo do you use?: something from reds
What perfume do you use?: ralph lauren
What shoes do you wear?: mostly flip flops
What are you scared of?: being alone, harlem. lol

Number of times I have been in love?: once
Number of times I have had my heart broken?: once
Number of hearts I have broken?: not sure
Number of boys I have kissed?: uh
Number of girls I have kissed?: uh ...
Number of people you have slept with: uh.
Number of things in my past that I regret?: prolly doing somthing with someone who i really didnt want it to be with. damn hormones.

dru_says_what @ 2004-12-24T22:10:00

2004-12-25T03:11:02Z

merry x-mas :]

okay

2004-12-22T03:27:03Z

well, heres the deal.

i really dont understand peoples reactions at times. personally it pisses me off and i keep my mouth shut about it cause i dont wana make it that big of a deal.

what i do, is my business. why the hell do people care so much in what or who i am involved with. somthing always has to be said or someone has to make a big deal out of something that it truely nothing.

if u like the kid. tell him. personally me and him are friends and that is what we will always be, nothing more. and the fact about it is, is that everyone decided to blow it up, and run to him asking him whats going on, when in reality, its none of their concern? if it doesnt involve you, dont involve yourself . calling him or talking to him about things is only going to bring him to me explaining what you said.

have a merry christmas. <3

i think im addicted

2004-12-19T20:07:57Z

well, lifes good?

caseys coming over, dinner and the beach tonight to go see caitlin. should be enjoyable..

i love boys. love them. they are truely wonderus. expecally justin, i got his present. and i still have more to come he says. WHY AM I SO HESITANT. im not doing this again.. next subject.

uh christmas is soon, jessi is coming!, god i miss her<3 have a nice rest of the break :]

uh..

2004-12-18T23:45:54Z

long time no update. what can i say im a busy girl?

lost to ft.myers. fuck man, still pissed.. its a touchy subject.

me and casey love dirty martini's and dirty play, i love her..

last night was girls night, kicked 100% ass. i dont think ive laughed that hard in quite awhile, guys came over after.. nothing exciting. ive had about 4 hours of sleep today, enough said, oh look justin just called, damnit.

tonight out with amanda and allie watchin the big boy ian. tomorrow consists of getting to jeep ready CAUSE WE ARE GOING BEACH CRUSING BITCHS. <33 dru, DRU JANSSEN :]

dru_says_what @ 2004-12-15T05:48:00

2004-12-15T10:48:33Z

shit, we play fort.myers today.

thats funny

2004-12-11T19:46:46Z

im ungrounded. spent last night with jere talkin about things, il enjoyed every bit of it :]

had a game. played like shit, got in big trubble for it as well. headed over to the fmh and clh bball game to watch the girls play with emma, and then watched a bit of the girls soccer game with they totally kicked some major ass..

after took jack home and headed with jere to go hang out with josh, it was fun, i miss all of us being together.

this morning i wake up at like 9 to jeres doorbell, she woke up at 645 to watch the girls and i left with her at about 915 to go take erin to her breakfast club thing.

came home, mom and dad are mad at me cause of my game last night. i dont care, at all. i so sick of the bull shit this year its unreal. then i get a call from jere and pretty much shit my pants.. people talk, way to much.

tonight ill either be with emma or jere, hopefully it'll be a good night, have a good weekend :]<3

i just wana be with you.

2004-12-05T14:30:06Z

so this weekend sucked. parents went out every night of the weekend, possibilities for somthing wonderfully awesome, but it was just plain ass shot down. lol

friday night i was guna go out to dinner with alex syd deanna and bev, but i decided to go take the car out for a bit, came home and hung out with my girls for a bit and went to sleep..

saturday went shopping with my mom, bought a new christmas outfit for christmas eve, its quite cute.. from bananna republic. was going to have people over but relized everyone was either out of town, or at that damn rascal flatts concert. oh well. my parents where out at another christmas party, so i went down to visit alex for a bit, and headed down to the beach where i met up with everyone for a hour or so. came home at about 9ish? fell asleep on my parents bed and was awoke by a cell phone ring. sean stopped by, gosh i miss that kid. got to catch up on old shit with us, then just decided to decline his invitation to go to some toga party, and fell asleep on the couch.

i awake today with justin asking me to go on his boat. i said no. and why did i say no. if u knew, you would prolly be as sick as i feel right now. but yah uh,mom got bit by dog next door, im in the shower and shes screaming at me to do get proxside. looks pretty sick, i feel bad for her, damn dogs.

im so confused. more confused than ive been in a long time. i really dont understand people and their feelings. i know some of the stuff that i put myself through might be a bit out of the ordinary, but i know when to stop myself and back off. i noticed alot actually. this one guy who has been with me through alot, and who has showed me what i can actually be with someone who wants to be with me just as much.

but i feel like shit. cause really, hes not the one i want to be with. alot of people say its the whole, " you want what you cant have thing ". maybe it is.. i duno. but ill i say is that im not sure if thats right about this time...

i've been over him for awhile now. he makes me laugh my ass off and when im with him i love it cause i cant say or act however i want around him cause it just really doesnt matter cause we are just 'friends'. and thats fine, i really dont care if we are friends are not..

but its hard to sit back and watch yourself fall into someone who has let you down so many times, and who I have let down so many times. the funny thing about it is i get on the whole sitation all the time by saying stuff about letting the past go, but i cant even let some of the stuff hes done go.. i miss him, and for the first time i will admitt that i wish i didnt fuck things up, cause he seems to be the only one who sticks in my head at this point in time.. i think im heading for trubble arent i. yaah.

so thats it, i usually dont spill shit like that out but i cant stop thinking about it.. have a good day guys. <33

dru_says_what @ 2004-12-04T10:33:00

2004-12-04T15:34:41Z

last night sucked.. no need to talk about it i might get in trubble.

tonight, parents are going out for a christmas party. geme a call if u wana come over and joiin in the festivities. <33. cyah